Tuesday, March 8

Konflik...

"Mulai hari ni..Mama tak mahu Angah terlibat dengan dakwah ni lagi!".Full stop.

Erk..kelu sebentar lidahku...

Semuanya bermula apabila aku diajak untuk melakukan qiyam di rumah kakak naqibahku pada Jumaat malam yang lepas dan aku memaklumi ibuku yg aku akan pulang semula ke rumah pada petang Sabtu,keesokan harinya. Program yang dirancang pada malam itu bertukar menjadi satu permusafiran . Kakak naqibahku menerima panggilan daripada seorang sister untuk membantu mereka di JB. Maka bermusafirlah kami dari Melaka ke JB dan bermalam sebentar di Batu Pahat. Aku tidak bersedia untuk memberitahu ibuku tentang pertukaran plan program kami. Apatah lagi aku telah dulu berjanji pada nenek untuk bermalam di kampung pada Sabtu malam,iaitu malam keesokannya.Tambahan pula program yg akan kami sertai di JB itu akan berakhir pada pagi Ahad.Maka aku hanya memaklumi ibuku melalui penghantaran mesej sahaja.Berdebar-debar aku menanti respon drpd Mama...tapi tiada jawapan sehingga keesokan pagi...

Maka..mahu tidak mahu..aku menelefon Mama..kedengaran intonasi suara Mama tidak seperti biasa...biasenyer..warm and lovely voice..but this time..more stern voice can be heard..huhu..

That night my elder sis sent me a message..she would never ever send me a message unless it's very2 important for her..my heart pounding very loudly after reading the message..she said mom and dad had a fight because dad already took a day off from his work to drive me to Muar to meet my grandmom,my dad's mom...since this is the last weekend I'll be in Malaysia..

Adding to more conflicts...Mak Lang,my aunt called my mom..she went for a wedding with my grandmom,my mom's mom in KL and they had to rush back from KL to Melaka as they thought I'm going to sleep over at my kampung in Alor Gajah.Little that I know I haven't inform them about my cancellation yet..well..it's not really being cancelled..I was just about to postpone it..but I know it's too late..very late indeed..

I know my mom is going to explode since everybody is blaming her for letting me go to JB and it's like everybody is affected by my absence at home...It's my bad..

The next morning,I called my mom..the day I'll be going back to Melaka..she sounded so differently..in angry manner with high pitch..she told me to come back home early as everybody is waiting for me..

yup..

everybody is waiting for me..

I know that..

everybody is waiting for me..

to be scolded exactly!

So I went home that evening..with so much feelings inside..

I just left everything to Allah...

"Allah is enough for me..He is The Great Protector and The Great Assistant!"

"Cukuplah Allah bagi diriku..sesungguhnya Dialah sebaik-baik penjaga dan pembantu!"


That was what I stressed to myself..kept repeating it before reaching home...

Then..here it went..after my arrival at home..my youngest sis greeted me with some babbling..I did not really pay attention to that..next moment,mom started her lecture..and I just sat still on sofa in front of the tv while 'digesting' the lecture...

Next station...lecture from my sis...in her car while driving me to Alor Gajah on the same day...

I just need to prepare myself for the next station..lecture from Mak Lang,who loves to talk for free..as far as I know her...Yeah,now the blame is on me..and everyone tried to have their opportunity to 'talk' to me..in other words..they just couldn't stop themselves from giving me a piece of advice..maybe...before my flight to India this Friday..

Unexpectedly..Mak Lang did not say a word about me breaking the promise that I made to my grandmom when I was in kampung.It's really surprising though.Alhamdulillah..Or did she just forget it?Hurmm..only He knows the best!

This morning..mom,dad n me went to dad's kampung in Muar..to meet my other grandmom...a few hours in kampung,we made our way back home..in the car..I've been given another lecture from both,mom n dad..hoping that it will be the last I've ever heard coz I can't take it anymore...

Then,came the words...

The warning..to be exact..

"Orang lain pun belajar jugak,takde pun nak keluar pergi dakwah2 ni!Mulai hari ni,Mama tak mahu Angah terlibat dengan dakwah ni!"...

Full stop.

=_="

Tuesday, March 1

Sekitar Bumi Al-Maududi..(Part 2)

Perjalanan kami diteruskan ke....

Jaipur...

Sebuah bandar yg dikenali juga sebagai 'Bandar Pink'..
in other language..'Pink City'...(^_^)
sebab kat sini..semua bangunannya berwarna pink mengikut kata tour guide kami...
walaupun kelihatan di mata kami warnanya lebih kepada warna pic..huhu..terima aje la..

Bandar ni banyak bangunan tinggalan sejarah yang sangat menarik untuk dilawati..antara tempat yg kami telah lawati ialah...Amber Fort dan banyak lagi Fort-fort..Hawa Mahal..

* FYI : Mahal in Hindi means Palace...
for Taj Mahal.. Taj=Crown n Mahal=Palace...these according to the tour guide,klu tgk google translator tak dapat jumpe pun...hurmm..donno la..=)


Di tempat ni,kami lebih banyak mencuci mata dengan keindahan bumi Jaipur...tiada apa yg lebih menarik selain pemandangannya yg berbukit-bukau dan masih terpelihara kehijauannya...

Anyway..we start learning Hindi language during our journey..

Here are some simple daily-usage words...


How are you ? = Ap kesahe?

I'm fine... = Accha he...

Enough... = Baas...

Wait!!!Wait!!! = Rukko!!!Rukko!!!


To be continued...


p/s : I'm having problems to upload some of those wonderful pics..no worry,I'll try uploading them next time..(^_^)